I'm a supergirl!!!

I don't know if there is a song that sounded like my title of the day.... but i'm feeling that way now... actually after I get back from Australia to look after my mummy then I realise that I'm a supergirl. Don't know is it because I used to give them the idea that I can handle anything, anything at all. So everyone does expect quite alot from me.

I'm really wear off now. It's been almost 3 months I'm back in KK. And yet, I've been no where at all. Luckily I still have a few friends here that once in a while we'll hang out together for a cup of coffee... and some chit chat.

I think I've driven enough so that when I get back to Australia I won't miss driving. Been busy looking after my own family, my grandmother's family, my bro's nanny, sometimes even my aunt who like to ask for favors. Maybe I'm just too good. I never say no to any of their request. Every Thursday after sending moi brother to school, I've got to go to donggongon to buy veg. cause every thursday there's this tamu where all the farmers bring their hard work out to sell. Just like this morning. plus it's hard to find parking there. cause I think half of the KK people might be there. I have to buy veg for 2 families sometimes 3. and the veg normally are for one week. So go imagine how big load is it.

Why am I a supergirl?? Well.. I'm a electronic and electrical engineering graduate, now doing civil engineering. Then I just found out that I'm going to be a sort of chinese doctor nurse. can't really say doctor cause i don't make the medincine, but other than making the medicine and reading pulses. I'll have to learn every other things. which I'm sort of doing it for the whole holiday. hopefully I don't need to learn how to read pulse and write chinese words of prescribtion. I hate memorising the herbs name.

I realise that I might give people the impression that I'm tough, I'm independent, I'm capable. But deep inside.. I'm still a little woman who needs someone to let me lean on. MAybe it's because in front of others I never say no, in front of those I trust the most I'll show my true self. Maybe It's because I'm too tired putting up a mask., everytime I'm home my temper goes up and burst just like that. Even my well-trained patiance also got tested back here. sometimes i just can't control my temper anymore. i've become so hot-temper...

Chinese New Year

Today I just got a sort of compliment from an aunt. SHe say that this is the first CNY that I'm such a good girl. as in stay home most of the time. Didn't disappear for the whole day without trance. Haha... Seems like I'm known to have a bad reputation. FOr going out without a trace, can't even get hold of me for a minute.

For myself, I've not really celebrated cny for many years, ever since I left a-levels. Even when i graduated and came back, me and my family normally go travelling during cny. never stay home and celebrate, so to me cny is just another holiday and a holiday with many goodie to eat. and lots of work to do with lots of ang pow...

Brought my brother to the so called uk fun fair. he tried all the kiddie ride and i tried most of the scary rides. then when we were about to go home he wanted to go to the ghost ride. I refuse to bring him there but he insisted and cried and scream so i let him go and try it for himself. then he scream all the way and close his eyes along the ride. once he get off the ride he can't wait to go home already. it was so funny the way he scream and run off the ride. cause he is too scared... then that nice he keep telling mum and dad there is monster. see.. never listen.

haha... anyway.. everyday is a busy day. plus now school holiday. have to look after the naughty boy... more work more headache. less sleep more screaming.

okie dok.. tat's it for now....